Ever have a day where you just feel like you're on a roller coaster? I have. Actually, everyday is one of those for a foster parent. One second I am happy to be the proud foster mom of this incredible baby, then the next...fear of what might happen down the road. Ugh! I hate to make all my blog posts about depressing, annoying, Debbie-downer stuff, but unfortunately, it's our life right now.
I even lost it with a co-worker today. He asked me how the baby was and I just broke down. I felt bad, but I really don't get to vent much about details because we are so cautious about what we share. Poor guy really got to hear some crazy stuff! As if it's not enough to not know what the future of your family looks like, we are living in fear, physical fear of our foster babies parents.
So I apologize for the negative-Nancy attitude lately. Please pray that we can all be happy and just soak up all the baby time that we have.
Every time I need a pick-me-up, I can just look HERE :)
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